"Something is Happening" Photos

     As someone who has never really tried photography in a serious manner, I chose to be a bit experimental in my photos. When discussing the typical obliviousness of the general public to "see environments as they really are," I thought about how we are in a unique place currently. Being isolated and quarantining for about a year – curled up inside, watching countless global turmoils through screens – and then thrown back into everyday life has cause the general public to become more aware and somewhat disenchanted. The everyday life we've started up again is slightly different, though, and to many seems sightly surreal and distorted. 

    In my photo project, I reflected on how I experience this awareness of the absurdity of current daily life. As someone who is neurodivergent (a recent realization that has led me to deeply analyze how I interact with my environment), social environments have always seemed foreign, confusing, and anxiety-inducing. This strangeness has been additionally amplified by rusty social skills after over a year of not needing them, which has led to me feeling slightly disconnected from my surroundings. This abstraction of life is reflected in my photos, where I play with blur and movement, light and shadow, and patterns and abstract shapes that sometimes don't fully register as real.

 



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